so ive been MIA for a while because i couldnt really decide what i wanted to do with this site…i like the personal blogs, but im a fuckin material WHORE!!! so ive decided im gonna post about things that make me HAPPY and not just my life here in horrible ass cleveland
so what have i been doing you might ask? PARTYING MY ASS OFF!!! oh and attempting to not spend money so i can move.. i get my keys on Friday :). i hate working at save a lot have i mentioned that in previous blogs? well i DO!!! is this moving shit supposed to be this stressful? ive never been this damn BROKE in my life!!! but its coo, im really looking forward to being out on my own, my damn parents drive me nuts and they dont even live together and thats just SAD. Soo i got shitfaced drunk on the 3rd of july and YESTERDAY, and ive come to the conclusion that im NEVER getting drunk again.



HOLA! havent blogged in lord knows when so HERE GOES! I aint really been up to too much of nothing..just working and spending time with Derek. (my first REAL love for those of you that dont know lol). Crystal talked me into buying some MAC about a week ago from the FAfi collection for all you mac heads, and i absolutely LOVE it! Ive been to dave and buster’s about 3 times in the past 2 weeks and ive really been enjoying it. now to the BOY DRAMA!! hehe. I’m officially DONE with Ethan (refer to earlier posts). we fucked, and his dick is the size of the ink pens i use at work…MAJOR NO NO!!! Derek? is still very questionable, every time i convince myself i should smoke his ass, he does some shit to convince me to stay, now if that aint crazy i dont know what is! hes put me thru so much shit and i dont know why i cant just LET GO!!! DAMN I HATE HAVING EMOTIONS!!! this entry is really goin to a dead end, i only wanted to post this picture of me at dave a buster’s ballin out cus this one dude tried to bet me that he’d beat me in this shootout game and i left dave and busters with 200 dollars of his girlfriend’s hard earned cash! next pic? me, my two sisters and my dad went to applebees and these are our phones….taylor age 12, thats her blackjack 2, me, the voyager, my dad the iphone and some shit he got from japan, and arlene 18, some lil metro shit my mom got her, she just fucked up the whole rotation…AND MY FAFI!!! hehe… i’ll probably edit this later tho…



[edit] so umm yea, somebody brought it to my attention that i come off as a materialistic bitch who only cares about shopping and keepin myself up…and in response to that…I AM BITCH! damn! and the shit that pissed me off about that, was it was this lil nobody ass girl that goes to CSU thats always ridin my dick on facebook…so umm yea, i really dont give 2 shits about what she thinks, everybody that knows me…knows me[edit]
yea its been like two weeks since i actually posted an entry so here’s what my ass has been up to lately lol. friday i got the blackberry pearl with verizon, and yesterday i took that piece of shit back and got the VOYAGER hehe. As we all know Thursday is Valentine’s day and i went from having NO valentines to THREE (ethan, derek, and this guy that works at verizon) lol. Ethan is the asshole i posted about last blog, he finally got hisself together and asked me to be his valentine. Derek is like my alltime hubby and i kinda sent him on a guilt trip so he decided being my valentine was the right thing to do. and the new dude, (were just gonna refer to him as Verizon Dude, cus thats what his name says in my phone) he’s SUPER hot but hes like 32 years old!!!! IVE NEEVER dated anyone more than 3 years older than me, im 21 for those inquiring minds lol. So this should be interestin… oooohhh yea i got my hair colored last week


So..this is officially my FIRST update to my site since i put up my splash page hehe. Yesterday was very interesting…i went to go see Ethan last night after making the band went off…He goes to school a good 25 minutes away from me so i was BOATING it on the freeway… Sometimes i feel like a uber ass bitch cus Ethan is FIONE but the only thing that’s really attracting me to him is the fact that he is fine, other than that, i hate his personality and his ignorance just amuses me when I’m around him… SO… i talked to my friend Gabriella today (pics below :)) and i miss her lots, just figured i’d throw that in there.. I called my mom today and she told me that she went to see 2 shrinks, and they both diagnosed her with being a paranoid skitsofrantic (sp?) and being BIPOLAR, im like ok so now you got it on paper that you really are crazy huh? I’ve been trying to tell her that she’s been crazy since i was like 4 and she just wouldnt believe me. I did my taxes today also YAY ME
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